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How do I distinguish, dark voices of the dead
How can I extinguish, 13 screams inside my head
Questions fill my mind, Bullets fill my brain
The answers that I find just make me more insane
And when I think it's finally done, my fears are laid to rest
It seems more questions always come, against my one request...for peace

How do I begin to tell, Darkness from no light
How could I ever spell, what evil brings my fright
Questions fill my mind, Bullets fill my brain
The answers that I find just make me more insane
And when I think it's cold enough, for me to finally die
The darkness serves to keep me up, and brings another lie...to me

How do I pull myself, up out of this dark hole
How can I ever ask for help, when I know that you'll let go
Questions fill my mind, Bullets fill my brain
The answers that I find just make me more insane
And when I think there's someone there, I find that it's just me
And when I thought someone cared, the answer I clearly see...not one

How could you my trust betray, when we were friends before
How can I now convey, the hurt that I feel more
Questions fill my mind, Bullets fill my brain
The answers that I find just make me more insane
And when I think it hurts too much, you twist the knife in me
And if this is all it is for us, I think that it shouldn’t be...just me (bleeding)

How can I start to feel, something more than hate
How will I ever fill, the hole of my dead fate
Questions fill my mind, Bullets fill my brain
The answers that I find just make me more insane
And when I think the anger's passed, It threatens to burn again
The pot begins to boil fast, with hatred from within...my heart

How can I fulfill my hope, to quiet the voices within
How to stop the dead awoke, who spread disease of sin
Questions fill my mind, Bullets fill my brain
The answers that I find just make me more insane
And when I think the devil's dead, He comes to take me home
I'm afraid to tell of what I've read, the tale of me alone...in hell